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The Twilight Saga

okay, so I know I´m kinda late with this whole Twilight Series obessesion. I wasn´t understanding why people were so obsessed with it. So I decided to figure it out on my own. I bought the set of the four books. Pretty cheap on Amazon.com by the way on $45.50. But yeah I started with Twilight of course, and I managed to read the book in like a day and a half. I was surprised how the book was so interesting and kept me reading the rest of the others nonstop. I realized all these girls were in love with the series because Edward was the ¨perfect man¨. And of course it´s hard to find love like his and Bella´s. I also agree when some say that the movie wasn´t as great as the book was. They left out a lot detail buyt we can´t forget that they only get 2 hours or so to put everything in the book into a film, kind of a hard job to do. I was researching online since I´ve became a huge fan of the Twilight Saga, and the movie to New Moon will be coming out in November, oh yes and I´mn excited. We can´t forget that the best part of the Twilight movie was Robert Pattinson, whom aslo worked in some Harry Potter movies as Cedric Diggory. I don´t believe they could have picked anyone better to play the part of Edward. He is truley amazing and GORGEOUS of course. lol. I hope those who like me didn´t want to read the Twilight Series actually do start reading them. Because they really are great books. Stephenie Meyer is an amazing writer and knows exactly what a girl wants to read.

Eliana

13 Reasons Why by Jay Asher

This book has become on of my favorites ever. It's extremely interesting & in some sort of way it can relate to whom ever reads it. I'll just give a brief summary of it so I don't give out the whole story for those who'd like to read it. It's about a high school student named Hannah & she kills her self. & before she kills herself she makes cassettes with 13 reason of why she killed herself & those 13 reasons are people she all had some sort of a connection with. I find this such an interesting and touching book because many people don't know how much of an impact they might have on someone else's life. This is a book you just can't put down until you finish it. READ IT! :)

♥ Eliana

He Makes Me Smile :)

I love spending my day with this man. There's no other person that can make me smile as much as he can. We were meant for eachother. I love him!

♥ Eliana

Daddy Yankee's Number One Fan

I believe I am this gorgeous man's number one fan. lol. My daddy just bought my ticket for March 27th at Roseland Ballroom to go see his sexy ass. I went to his last concert which took place at Madison Square Garden & that shit was awesome! I've been to plenty of concerts and none I've been to tops that one. He definetly is a great performer and knows just how to keep the crowd enetertained. I love him! I also waited 8 hours outside in the freezing winter with my sister for his album signing. Our toes and hands were frozen and we had to take turns to go get heat somewhere. Even though it felt like hell it was all woth it. I hugged and got a kiss from him! No pictures were allowed that was some damn shit. But whatever I got my album signed. It was one of the most amazing memories I have. I can't wait for this concert! It's gonna be so much fun & Ima be going with my sis like last time. & she made it so much more fun!

♥ Eliana

Running out of time

I'm a busy girl.
My day contains of Work 9 to 5.
School 6 to 8:50.
& Gym from 9:30 to 10:30.
By the time I get home I'm beat & I don't have time for shit but eat & wash myself. I head straight for bed and as soon as i lay my head on the pillow, I'm out. I believe I'm on my grind & I'm glad I am because I haven't been in a while. It feels great to get things done, & I'm not just sitting at home doing nothing all day. Some people might complain about growing up too fast & taking responsiblities but I'm loving it right now. Because I know I'll be very successful further on in life. I might be tired out of my mind but I don't care, at the end of the day I have something to show for myself. I'm a hard working young lady. & I'm damn well proud of it.

So from now on I don't think i'll be writing on my blog that often, maybe just on the weekends when I have free time. :)

♥ Eliana

3 Years ♥ March 3, 2006

On Tuesday, March 3rd me and my boyfriend Luis make 3 years. I am very greatful God gave me someone like him. I know I can count on him for almost anything. I'm just happy that I have someone that loves me as much as I love him. Some people might not find it realistic that I say I will be spending the rest of my life with him, but I know damn will I am. He might now be perfect, but he fits perfctly into my life. I know he'll be reading this blog entry and I just want to tell him how much I appreciate him. I love him more than life itself. Thank you Pa for everything.

♥ Eliana

:) Collage

I'm oh so happy I finally finished my collage. I have a lot of pictures and I wanted to make them all nice and pretty to put them up in my room. It looks really pretty, but what sucks is that I have so much more pictures and they won't fit all on there. I ned to buy some photo albums to put all my pictures in them. :) that was my room's final touch. & now it's perfect.

Eliana

HaHa..

So let me talk about how it's so hard to have girl friends. I don't mean to make you seem important, but it just bothers me seeing you sweetie. I'm actually glad I don't have a lot of girl friends. I've learnd my lesson with this specific girl who so call called herself my friend. I'm only writing this blog because I'm a bit upset. Damn, seems like I'm upset a lot. But in reality I'm not it's just some specific people who seem to try to tick me off. I'm glad I'm picked the people who I truely want in my life because some of them were so uneccessary. I don't wish bad on no one, but it's all about karma. & Ma, you know that bitch is after you. :)

♥ Eliana

Unconditional

This past week has been terrible. The people I believe I can count on the most have turned their backs on me. Like yeah I know things aren't suppose to always be about me, but I hate the fact when there is an argument it is always blamed on me. People who care about eachother should always come to an understanding. I just dn't know what it is anymore. My love for these people is unconditional. I just wish they would understand where I am coming from. These two people are one of th most important people in my lives and I just hope things get better. They always do but I'm just tired of our stubborn ways. These times make me wanna just go somewhere far and not have to deal with it. But hey thank god at the end of the day everything gets much better or I atleast have my two nephews to make me smile.

♥ Eliana

The Worst of Time

Diagnost with anxiety. Yeah, it sucks major balls. I don't know where all this came from, but I'd like all of it to go away. Now I have to go to therapy once a week. I know it's gonna help me but I really don't wanan go. & then everyone is gonna believe there is something wrong with me. & yeah I know those who love me know the deal but I just don't like the whole concept of seeing a psychiatrist. My doctor told me I should keep a daily journal but I'm still contemplating on that, I kinda feel as if I do keep the journal I'm just reminding myself more of my problem. I hate being this way. I feel nervous, sad and anxious most of the time. God bless everyong suffering from this. It's th worst feeling ever. I hope God help me go through this.

♥Eliana

Life

Sometimes I feel like I'm alone in this world. & there is no one out there that understands me. I go through a lot of crap & I just don't know how to deal with it. So I believe the best way to deal with things is to block them out. I rather keep myself occupied then to sit there & think about things because I know the more I think about it the worst I make it. I guess this is life & we all have to deal with our problems. Life's a damn bitch & than you die. lol oh god, that's so stupid but whatever.

At the end of the day I know I just have to smile.

♥ Eliana

Snowy Monday :)

Dave & Busters w/ Hubby, Mimi & Manny :)

Diana's BabyShower :)

Best Part of My Day

I really can't explain the way I feel for Luis. It's like the more time I spend with him the more I fall in love. I feel so lucky that we have a relationship like this because well we've been together for almost 3 years & we are still deeply in love as if we just started dating. Our chemistry never wares down, yes we may go through problems, but doesn't every relationship go through that. & well I believe couples have to argue & disagree to build a stronger relationship. I love him & I will always try my best to make him happy. He never has to doubt that he makes me happy, because the time that I am with him is the time where I can let go of everything & just be myself. I know i can let down my hair, throw anything on, & just be worry free, because he's always there to comfort me & just love me for who I am. I love every single part of him because of that. :) I Love Him to death!

Love doesn't make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.

♥ Eliana

A New Beginning

I've been really busy lately. It's a new year, so some things have to change. I'm going to start school again which I miss oh so much! School & work is going to be tough on me, but i'm going to have to do the best I can. I believe I should start changing my attitude, because well lately i've noticed that I've been a little out of control with the rudeness. It's going to be hard but I'm gonna do it to try to make people happy. Also, I have a new nephew, which I Looooveee. His name is Emmanuel & well he's the cutest thing ever. But yeah I hope everything goes well this year. I really can't complain about 2008 because it treated me very well. I enjoy writing here because I can put my thoughts down, something like spilling everything out. but it's ever so often I get the chance too.

An optimist stays up until midnight to see the year in. A pessimist stays up to make sure the old year leaves.

♥ Eliana