:) Collage

I'm oh so happy I finally finished my collage. I have a lot of pictures and I wanted to make them all nice and pretty to put them up in my room. It looks really pretty, but what sucks is that I have so much more pictures and they won't fit all on there. I ned to buy some photo albums to put all my pictures in them. :) that was my room's final touch. & now it's perfect.

Eliana

HaHa..

So let me talk about how it's so hard to have girl friends. I don't mean to make you seem important, but it just bothers me seeing you sweetie. I'm actually glad I don't have a lot of girl friends. I've learnd my lesson with this specific girl who so call called herself my friend. I'm only writing this blog because I'm a bit upset. Damn, seems like I'm upset a lot. But in reality I'm not it's just some specific people who seem to try to tick me off. I'm glad I'm picked the people who I truely want in my life because some of them were so uneccessary. I don't wish bad on no one, but it's all about karma. & Ma, you know that bitch is after you. :)

♥ Eliana

Unconditional

This past week has been terrible. The people I believe I can count on the most have turned their backs on me. Like yeah I know things aren't suppose to always be about me, but I hate the fact when there is an argument it is always blamed on me. People who care about eachother should always come to an understanding. I just dn't know what it is anymore. My love for these people is unconditional. I just wish they would understand where I am coming from. These two people are one of th most important people in my lives and I just hope things get better. They always do but I'm just tired of our stubborn ways. These times make me wanna just go somewhere far and not have to deal with it. But hey thank god at the end of the day everything gets much better or I atleast have my two nephews to make me smile.

♥ Eliana

The Worst of Time

Diagnost with anxiety. Yeah, it sucks major balls. I don't know where all this came from, but I'd like all of it to go away. Now I have to go to therapy once a week. I know it's gonna help me but I really don't wanan go. & then everyone is gonna believe there is something wrong with me. & yeah I know those who love me know the deal but I just don't like the whole concept of seeing a psychiatrist. My doctor told me I should keep a daily journal but I'm still contemplating on that, I kinda feel as if I do keep the journal I'm just reminding myself more of my problem. I hate being this way. I feel nervous, sad and anxious most of the time. God bless everyong suffering from this. It's th worst feeling ever. I hope God help me go through this.

♥Eliana