Life

Sometimes I feel like I'm alone in this world. & there is no one out there that understands me. I go through a lot of crap & I just don't know how to deal with it. So I believe the best way to deal with things is to block them out. I rather keep myself occupied then to sit there & think about things because I know the more I think about it the worst I make it. I guess this is life & we all have to deal with our problems. Life's a damn bitch & than you die. lol oh god, that's so stupid but whatever.

At the end of the day I know I just have to smile.

♥ Eliana

Snowy Monday :)

Dave & Busters w/ Hubby, Mimi & Manny :)

Diana's BabyShower :)

Best Part of My Day

I really can't explain the way I feel for Luis. It's like the more time I spend with him the more I fall in love. I feel so lucky that we have a relationship like this because well we've been together for almost 3 years & we are still deeply in love as if we just started dating. Our chemistry never wares down, yes we may go through problems, but doesn't every relationship go through that. & well I believe couples have to argue & disagree to build a stronger relationship. I love him & I will always try my best to make him happy. He never has to doubt that he makes me happy, because the time that I am with him is the time where I can let go of everything & just be myself. I know i can let down my hair, throw anything on, & just be worry free, because he's always there to comfort me & just love me for who I am. I love every single part of him because of that. :) I Love Him to death!

Love doesn't make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.

♥ Eliana

A New Beginning

I've been really busy lately. It's a new year, so some things have to change. I'm going to start school again which I miss oh so much! School & work is going to be tough on me, but i'm going to have to do the best I can. I believe I should start changing my attitude, because well lately i've noticed that I've been a little out of control with the rudeness. It's going to be hard but I'm gonna do it to try to make people happy. Also, I have a new nephew, which I Looooveee. His name is Emmanuel & well he's the cutest thing ever. But yeah I hope everything goes well this year. I really can't complain about 2008 because it treated me very well. I enjoy writing here because I can put my thoughts down, something like spilling everything out. but it's ever so often I get the chance too.

An optimist stays up until midnight to see the year in. A pessimist stays up to make sure the old year leaves.

♥ Eliana